Thursday, November 12, 2009

Nothing much to say

I have nothing much to say today; just thought I would just do randoms:
1. I love my family very much; I am concerned for my unsaved family members. I wish I lived closer to them so that we could spend more time together.
2. I am thankful for the job I have and the people I work with. I have friends who work in other departments and it has to be stressful to come into that environment every day and try to work.
3. I am tired of being concerned about my weight. I have tried, I've lost a few pounds then I hit a plateau, get disgusted and figure what is the use....I have a healthy body, I am not going to be a size 4, not that I want to be, and I am going to embrace this body that I have. I will continue to eat healthy, but I am not going to diet.
4. I miss my mom more and more each day; I see others with their moms and I am Godly jealous; I know my mom suffered and is in a better place, but I want to hear her voice, touch her skin, smell her smell, and most of all, I just want to hug her and let her know how much I love and miss her.
5. At this point in my life, I would like to get up tomorrow morning, pack a small bag, get some money, and just drive until I feel like stopping; check into a hotel, watch movies, eat, sleep and read until I am bored, then drive home. I guess I am saying I need some alone time, which I NEVER, EVER have. I don't want to be responsible for anything or anyone for a few days. I don't want to worry about who has to be where, what is for dinner, how much laundry there is to be done, or why I am the only one in the house who can see the place needs tidying or that toilet paper needs to be put on the roll.
6. I am grateful for the life I have, the blessings of the Lord, for salvation, my family, husband, son, brothers and my sister; my dad, church family, friends, my van, my home, Coach purses, food to eat, my health, the fact that I can see, smell, taste, feel and that I am loved.

2 comments:

Jessica said...

you look so pretty in your hat! Jeremiah really likes it too!

Bernita said...

Thank you so much....I love wearing hats but they make my head hurt.