a blue funk

I am in a blue funk today....I love my job; but today, I wish I was retired...I reach a point at times where I get tired of dealing with people and issues..I have had my fill for the week and it is only Wednesday. Yesterday was a bad day...if only the students would do as they are told; they create most of the problems I am having. Since I have had this bronchitis, I have been tired and never feel rested; coughing keeps me awake and the pills only let me sleep for about 2 hours. Sometimes I feel as though my boss does not know how to take me; I admit, I do say somethings out of line, not getting smart or anything, but because i am a fun-loving person, he may take me seriously when I am not serious. He just looks at me sometimes as if to say, "where did this crazy black woman come from?" I am still unhappy about the church situation and trying to hang in there...I am doing my best to be a good Christian; but given the opportunity, I would love to have a 5 minute window just to be mean. I feel the need to be mean, something I don't do. It could be stress and needing to vent...I need to do something, which is why I am posting this....maybe writing would help me. That is all for today...I just needed to get this out of my system. I am still saved; i have not sinned.