My upcoming birthday

Tomorrow is my birthday; birthdays always make me reflect on my life and I am always surprised that I have made it this far in life. I used to think that I would die in my 40's; don't ask why, I just used to think that. There are days that I don't feel my age, although I don't know what I am supposed to feel except good.

I am happy with my life; it has been a good one. There have been plenty of valley and a few peaks, but all in all, I have been satisfied. We cannot change the past, but we can change the future by changing the present. If I had to make any changes, these are the things I would change:
1. I would appreciate the instructions from my parents
2. I would have hugged my mom more.
3. I would have saved my money instead of paying for charge cards.
4. I would have worked at satisfying myself instead of others
5. I would have enjoyed the journey instead of getting to the destination
6. I would have asked more questions instead of assuming I knew the answers.
7. I would have worked harder in college; I would have been a nurse instead of a secretary, although I don't know if that would be better or not. I enjoy what I do; but nursing would have had advantages.
8. I would have worked harder at maintaining a healthy weight and taken better care of my body.
9. I would have spoken up more instead of being the silent majority.
10. I would not have been so complacent about things; I would have done more.

In all that I have listed, I have learned valuable lessons and have learned from my mistakes.

1. I do not depend on others to make me happy.
2. I speak up and I don't care who does not like it
3. I defend myself and owe no one an explanation
4. I take care of myself and I am financially independent.
5. I have a job I love and friends who love and support me.
6. I am raising my son to be responsible, loving, compassionate and kind. Pray for me and him.
7. I am not judgmental and feel that people have the right to make the decisions they do; they are the ones who must deal with the consequences, not me. I can accept you for you.
8. I actually love myself, wrinkles, rolls and crooked teeth and all. I am unique and there is no one else on the earth JUST LIKE ME.
9. I am a valuable person and I have a lot to give; I can contribute to this world and leave my mark.
10. Love me or leave me alone---I will endure.

Happy Birthday to Me!